Mt freakin tooth has been killing me, tonight is no exception. The pain comes and goes, so when it's not here I find it easy to dismiss the need to see a dentist, yet when it is here... oh holy hell I want to scream and tear half of my face off.
As a matter of fact, I am frankly in just about unbearable pain at the moment and I am going to find me some lovely hydrocodone to help ease my discomfort so I may actually get some sleep tonight. Random sidebar, I've been sleeping less when I take lorazepam at night. Fancy that bit. Perhaps I have not been sleeping as solidly lately, which is why I am still tired... and the pills knock me into a good sleep so I am more refreshed in the AM?? Sounds good to me. One moment please while I find my little white pellets of happiness....
...
Okay, pellet has been put into my stomach. Lovely.
Tooth... still hurts like a bitch. I guess these things take more than 30 seconds to work?!?! ;-)
I'm a complete idiot really. I get so stressed and whatever, with everything (damn my HPA axis for sucking) and basic ass things, well I just can't get myself to do them. By the time I have done all of the "big" stuff during my day, I'm all out...and skimp on stupid yet important thing, like brushing my teeth every morning and night. So then, guess what happens??? My freakin teeth start to hurt like a mother.
My own damn fault. It's super fun to be pissed at yourself! :-)
About the dentist... I dislike going. Mostly because of the dental assistants... they are dicks. Stupid power-tripping judgmental asses.
(Gee... can you tell I am not a fan of the general population???)
I hate how they make me feel, and all I want to do is smack them across their face, or perhaps a right hook. Yes, the right hook is preferred.
I don't even know what I sat down here to write now....???
As a matter of fact, I am frankly in just about unbearable pain at the moment and I am going to find me some lovely hydrocodone to help ease my discomfort so I may actually get some sleep tonight. Random sidebar, I've been sleeping less when I take lorazepam at night. Fancy that bit. Perhaps I have not been sleeping as solidly lately, which is why I am still tired... and the pills knock me into a good sleep so I am more refreshed in the AM?? Sounds good to me. One moment please while I find my little white pellets of happiness....
...
Okay, pellet has been put into my stomach. Lovely.
Tooth... still hurts like a bitch. I guess these things take more than 30 seconds to work?!?! ;-)
I'm a complete idiot really. I get so stressed and whatever, with everything (damn my HPA axis for sucking) and basic ass things, well I just can't get myself to do them. By the time I have done all of the "big" stuff during my day, I'm all out...and skimp on stupid yet important thing, like brushing my teeth every morning and night. So then, guess what happens??? My freakin teeth start to hurt like a mother.
My own damn fault. It's super fun to be pissed at yourself! :-)
About the dentist... I dislike going. Mostly because of the dental assistants... they are dicks. Stupid power-tripping judgmental asses.
(Gee... can you tell I am not a fan of the general population???)
I hate how they make me feel, and all I want to do is smack them across their face, or perhaps a right hook. Yes, the right hook is preferred.
I don't even know what I sat down here to write now....???
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